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Maomao has depicted herself as a rational and analytical individual throughout Natsu Hyuuga’sThe Apothecary Diaries, rarely swayed by emotions or sentimentality. A former apothecary with a sharp intellect, she often treats her surroundings with a detached, almost scientific curiosity.

However, there is one person who continuously disrupts her composed demeanor and that none other than Jinshi. The enigmatic and breathtakingly beautiful ‘eunuch’, has been a source of both intrigue and frustration for Maomao. While she continuously downplays her emotions, there are certain instances where her reactions reveal her genuine feelings for Jinshi.
The moon fairy Moment inThe Apothecary Diaries: A turning point in Maomao’s feelings
Perhaps the most striking example of this occurs during the latest Moon Fairy episode ofThe Apothecary Diaries, where Maomao’s response to seeing Jinshi in a dazzlingly ethereal form exposes the deep feelings she refuses to acknowledge.
Maomao‘s first reaction to Jinshi as the Moon Fairy:“When she saw the figure, she felt the blood drain from her own face. Standing there was something that ought not to exist in this world.Something that might have stopped the heart of someone with less grit than her.“pic.twitter.com/g5J1oFbYd6

When Maomao lays eyes on Jinshi as the Moon Fairy, her reaction is visceral and intense. The light novel describes her emotions in vivid detail:
When she saw the figure, she felt the blood drain from her own face. Standing there was something that ought not to exist in this world. Something that might have stopped the heart of someone with less grit than her.

This line from the light novel alone depicts how much Jinshi’s beauty impacts her. Maomao, who prides herself on being realistic and unmoved by beauty, is completely stunned. For someone who claims to be unconcerned aboutJinshi’s charm, this attitude is far from neutral.
Moreover, very recently the anime adaptation ofThe Apothecary Diariesbrings this scene to life with stunning visuals that properly portray Jinshi’s ethereal presence.

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The animation team’s meticulous effort in depicting Jinshi’s celestial perfection also emphasizes why Maomao despite her best efforts is unable to remain unaffected, confirming the notion that her emotion is more than admiration, it’s awe combined with something deeper.
The inevitable realization: When will Maomao accept the truth?
The Moon Fairy episode represents an important event in Maomao’s struggle with herself. Unlike earlier encounters, where she could dismiss her feelings as mild fascination or annoyance, this time, she is completely fascinated. She is unable to compose herself immediately, and her mind is struggling to comprehend what she is seeing.
The Moon Fairy moment in Natsu Hyuuga’sThe Apothecary Diariesis one of the clearest indicators thatMaomao’s feelings for Jinshigo beyond mere admiration or curiosity. This reaction mirrors what many romantic protagonists experience when they realize they are in love, an overwhelming, undeniable moment of clarity. Now, the question remains: when will Maomao finally stop fooling herself about her feelings?

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While she may continue to resist her emotions outwardly, instances like the Moon Fairy event chip away at her defenses. As the story progresses, it will be fascinating to see when she ultimately allows herself to accept the truth that she is not just intrigued by Jinshi, but that she has fallen for him. Maomao’s feelings for Jinshi are real, and sooner or later, she will have to confront them.
The Apothecary Diariesis currently available to watch on Crunchyroll.
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